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Sam Rothberg.

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<i>Now, we're all familiar
with the Kubler-Ross</i> Stages of Grief,

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<i>but Kubler-Ross' lesser-known work,</i>
The Stages of Realizing That

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Your Missing Wife Has Been in the Park
Napping and Also Fucking Sam Rothberg,

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<i>also deserves its day.</i>

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<i>Stage one is, naturally, shock.</i>

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<i>How had Toby not realized
that Rachel had a thing for Sam?</i>

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<i>She had named him as her free pass
at a dinner with their friends.</i>

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Gotta listen to the patient,
you asshole.

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<i>God. What an idiot he was.</i>

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<i>Toby had sworn off Facebook
following his divorce,</i>

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<i>because just looking at it
made him despondent.</i>

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<i>Facebook was a landscape
of roads not taken</i>

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<i>and moments of bliss, real or staged,
that he couldn't bear.</i>

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<i>Yeah, best to stay off Facebook.</i>

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<i>It's gonna be
another hot one this week,</i>

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<i>as record temperatures
soar even further</i>

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<i>in this God-awful heatwave.</i>

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<i>-Here's the thing about indifference...
- ...fallout from Donald Trump's</i>

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<i>Reddit AMA, and also some more news
to take your mind off the fact</i>

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<i>that your wife was fucking Sam Rothberg
and also napping in the park.</i>

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<i>It is impossible to attempt.</i>

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<i>And in the attempt,
you become less indifferent than ever.</i>

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<i>Did Miriam Rothberg know?</i>

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<i>Had Sam and Miriam divorced?</i>

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No, of course not.
She was fucking a married guy, Lib.

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I've long had questions about
her basic character, you know, like,

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"Who was this person
I was married to for 15 years?"

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<i>I cannot fucking believe
what you're telling me right now.</i>

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I know, this is the person
who's raising my children.

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<i>-Well, not really.</i>
- Yeah, I know.

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You know what I'm doing right now?

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Smoking a cigarette.

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You think she even waited a minute
after I moved out

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before immediately starting up with him?

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Well, I mean,
who says that it happened after?

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<i>Poor Toby was finally catching up
to the fact</i>

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<i>that he truly didn't know anything.</i>

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<i>He thought back to that visit
at the Rothberg's second,</i>

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<i>third, or fourth house,
more than a year ago.</i>

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- Sam, what is on your wrist?
- It's... Well...

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It's a Girard-Perregaux Moon Phase.
I got it for nothing.

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No kidding. You can't get
one of these for less than ten grand.

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Okay, not nothing.

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Well, it's beautiful.

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<i>It was a long night that
didn't even end when it was over.</i>

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<i>He tried to use the time productively,</i>

48
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<i>and with that, he reached stage three.</i>

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<i>Toby had been replaced.</i>

50
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<i>No, not replaced.
She'd gotten an upgrade.</i>

51
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<i>Who could ejaculate successfully
under these circumstances?</i>

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<i>That was it.
He'd reached the next stage.</i>

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<i>He ran to Rachel's,
but got momentarily sidelined.</i>

54
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<i>Was she a patient?
Someone he went to school with?</i>

55
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<i>They recognized each other
at the same time.</i>

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- Yeah, no just like that.
- <i>Ride, daddy.</i>

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Yeah, I'm the cowboy.

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<i>He realized that this whole thing
might be some cosmic punishment</i>

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<i>for finally having
a teaspoon of fun in his life.</i>

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<i>"This is what you get," he thought.
"This is what you get for having sex</i>

61
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<i>"with strangers on your phone
like an animal."</i>

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Long time no see, Dr. Fleishman.

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<i>He arrived at Rachel's unsure
of what he'd find,</i>

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<i>or what he'd do when he found it.</i>

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<i>He gathered all he had to go in there.</i>

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<i>Whatever it was, he could handle it.</i>

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Shit.

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Dr. Fleishman here.

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<i>Test results
for Karen Cooper. Liver failure.</i>

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Okay, got it. I'll be in in ten.
Text me when you leave.

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Mr. Cooper. Hi. Okay, here.
Come on in. Please, sit down.

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- What?
- Her Wilson has progressed too far.

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Her liver is just too injured.

74
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Okay, so what's gonna happen?

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First, we're gonna asses her
for a transplant,

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which involves us
putting together a panel

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to figure out
where she'll go on the list.

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- Okay, great. Can I call this panel?
- No, no.

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That's not how this works, but listen,
she is a young, healthy mother

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- of two young boys. She'll go high up.
- But I mean...

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- A liver transplant.
- Yeah.

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Look...

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I think it's one of those things that
feels crazy when it's happening to you,

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but from where I sit,
it happens successfully all the time.

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I just... I don't know how she got it.

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You know, I mean, because
she is exercising all the time,

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she's drinking green juice... Pilates...

88
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Yeah, she didn't get it, she's had it.

89
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It's been in her this whole time.
It's just been dormant.

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Yeah, let's go see your kids.
Here, come on.

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<i>What was it like, Toby wondered,
to have a normal marriage,</i>

92
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<i>where when your wife was sick,
you worried?</i>

93
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<i>Just a marriage, nothing crazy.</i>

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<i>He had to get out of there.
He had to confront Rachel.</i>

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Oh, good, Dr. Fleishman.

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- Hi, I was just...
- We're short a transplant hepatologist

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for a panel.
Dr. Coleman's daughter is having a baby.

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Oh.

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- Yeah, no, I was just heading out but...
- It won't take that long, truly.

100
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- Yeah, of course.
- I really appreciate it.

101
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Okay.

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Ugh. That's hot.

103
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<i>Now, there was nothing stopping him.</i>

104
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<i>Now, there were no excuses.</i>

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Long time no see, Dr. Fleishman.

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<i>Fuck it. He was going in.</i>

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Hello?

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Hello?

109
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<i>It had been a long time
since he'd been there</i>

110
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<i>and he hadn't expected the feelings
that overcame him.</i>

111
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<i>This was his kids' home.</i>

112
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<i>This had been his home.</i>

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Good. Wash your hands.

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- Wash your hands.
- I'm so hungry.

115
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- Come here.
- Is there anything to eat?

116
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Yes, of course.

117
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The mummies
were wrapped in a...

118
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<i>None of his memories
were of the monumental moments.</i>

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- Saracoguphalus.
- Close.

120
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- Sarcophagus.
- Yes.

121
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<i>He couldn't have thought
of one if you'd asked him.</i>

122
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Ancient Egyptians believed
they would live on...

123
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<i>But here they were,
embedded in these walls.</i>

124
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You know what?
Just go back to your office, seriously.

125
00:10:16,670 --> 00:10:19,510
Come on, it's the most
undermining bullshit I've ever heard.

126
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If you heard how you talk to me.
You're supposed to love me,

127
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to pretend, at least, that you love me.

128
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<i>But he was here for a reason.</i>

129
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What the fuck?

130
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<i>Weed? Rachel would never
smoke weed. Never, ever.</i>

131
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<i>Tea?</i>

132
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<i>Rachel hates tea.</i>

133
00:11:05,220 --> 00:11:06,600
<i>Beef lo mein?</i>

134
00:11:06,600 --> 00:11:09,480
<i>Rachel was an avowed shrimp
and lobster sauce person.</i>

135
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God, they got it wrong.

136
00:11:12,060 --> 00:11:14,020
<i>She would never eat beef lo mein.</i>

137
00:11:25,530 --> 00:11:26,910
<i>It was all beef lo mein.</i>

138
00:11:28,540 --> 00:11:31,790
<i>He had to piece together where she was
and what was going on.</i>

139
00:11:32,750 --> 00:11:35,460
<i>But he still couldn't stop thinking
about Sam Rothberg.</i>

140
00:11:35,460 --> 00:11:37,750
- Babe, you want some tea?
- Oh, I love tea.

141
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- So good for you.
- Yes, please.

142
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<i>Maybe he didn't know her at all.</i>

143
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- Dr. Fleishman.
- <i>Don't you Dr. Fleishman me.</i>

144
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I'm inside the apartment,
I'm looking for clues.

145
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<i>- Like what?</i>
- I don't know.

146
00:12:00,530 --> 00:12:02,780
- I'm trying to discern if he was here.
<i>- How?</i>

147
00:12:02,780 --> 00:12:04,410
I don't know. Looking for pubic hair.

148
00:12:04,410 --> 00:12:07,410
Rachel hasn't had any for years.
If I find one, it's definitely Sam's.

149
00:12:07,410 --> 00:12:10,160
<i>How will you know?
You can't dust for pubic hair.</i>

150
00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:11,460
Yes, of course you can.

151
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Shit. I gotta go.

152
00:12:13,790 --> 00:12:16,710
<i>- I wanted to tell you...</i>
- No, sorry, I really gotta go.

153
00:12:16,710 --> 00:12:20,130
I'm so happy to finally be with someone
who encourages me to try new things

154
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rather than just walking
around the city incessantly.

155
00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:24,930
Walking is for losers, babe.

156
00:12:46,110 --> 00:12:47,120
Ambien?

157
00:12:48,660 --> 00:12:50,290
Fucking Sam Rothberg.

158
00:12:56,210 --> 00:12:57,290
Give it to me.

159
00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:02,960
I love beef lo mein.

160
00:13:03,840 --> 00:13:05,970
God, how had I never tried it before?

161
00:13:24,240 --> 00:13:27,410
I never knew how great it could be
when it's hard.

162
00:13:34,750 --> 00:13:36,710
<i>You've reached Rachel Fleishman.</i>

163
00:13:36,710 --> 00:13:38,750
It's me. I wanna let you know
you can continue

164
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living it up on your own because
you'll never see the kids again.

165
00:13:41,630 --> 00:13:43,460
Long time no see, Dr. Fleishman.

166
00:13:46,170 --> 00:13:49,220
Yeah, can she see me?
It's a custodial emergency, please.

167
00:13:50,220 --> 00:13:51,680
What? She's my lawyer.

168
00:13:51,680 --> 00:13:54,520
Yeah, I know it's a Saturday.
That's why it's an emergency.

169
00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:57,520
Yeah, it's about my children.
Their mother has abandoned them.

170
00:13:59,150 --> 00:14:01,610
Two hours? What am I supposed
to do for two hours?

171
00:14:02,150 --> 00:14:03,690
All right, yeah, no, fine.

172
00:14:03,690 --> 00:14:05,440
That's fine. Yeah, I'll be there.

173
00:14:08,070 --> 00:14:12,240
<i>Two hours was a window in which
to plunge into the next stage.</i>

174
00:14:15,750 --> 00:14:18,210
<i>He went to a bookstore to try
to lose himself in a book.</i>

175
00:14:18,210 --> 00:14:21,710
Decoupling, <i>a book that was close
to the friend he needed</i>

176
00:14:21,710 --> 00:14:23,420
<i>as he could find at that moment.</i>

177
00:14:23,710 --> 00:14:27,010
Decoupling <i>was our favorite book,
written by our favorite author,</i>

178
00:14:27,010 --> 00:14:28,260
<i>Archer Sylvan.</i>

179
00:14:28,260 --> 00:14:32,720
<i>A gonzo account of a year in the life
of a divorced man in 1979.</i>

180
00:14:32,720 --> 00:14:36,560
<i>It called out women for changing
the rules on men with no warning</i>

181
00:14:36,560 --> 00:14:41,020
<i>because of their vapid women's lib
and their stupid sexual awakenings.</i>

182
00:14:52,030 --> 00:14:53,030
<i>What can I say?</i>

183
00:14:53,030 --> 00:14:54,410
<i>The book hadn't aged well.</i>

184
00:15:10,260 --> 00:15:12,590
Barbara, hi. I'm sorry,
but this was a true emergency.

185
00:15:12,590 --> 00:15:15,100
- I was busy.
- Yeah.

186
00:15:16,930 --> 00:15:17,930
Thank you so much.

187
00:15:17,930 --> 00:15:19,680
- You're carrying a toaster.
- Yeah.

188
00:15:21,190 --> 00:15:23,020
<i>So, you said emergency?</i>

189
00:15:23,020 --> 00:15:25,360
Yes, thank you. I need to change
my custody agreement.

190
00:15:25,360 --> 00:15:27,610
Rachel dropped the kids off
and never picked them up.

191
00:15:27,610 --> 00:15:28,740
That was weeks ago.

192
00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:30,900
- What are you thinking?
- Uh...

193
00:15:31,030 --> 00:15:34,200
How dumb it was that
I thought she'd become considerate

194
00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:37,040
or work hard to make sure
the kids felt loved.

195
00:15:37,040 --> 00:15:40,620
No, I mean, what do you want?
How do you want to adjust the agreement?

196
00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:42,330
What do you mean?

197
00:15:42,330 --> 00:15:44,670
I wanna make sure she has
no access to the kids. Like none.

198
00:15:45,840 --> 00:15:47,550
Sounds like you already have that.

199
00:15:48,510 --> 00:15:49,800
Uh...

200
00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:52,590
I'm not finding the agreement.

201
00:15:52,590 --> 00:15:56,390
Remind me.
Your wife is an entertainment lawyer?

202
00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:58,680
- Agent. She has an agency.
- Right.

203
00:15:58,680 --> 00:16:00,270
- Right, she did <i>Hamilton.</i>
- No.

204
00:16:00,270 --> 00:16:02,560
She represents Alejandra Lopez.
The woman...

205
00:16:02,560 --> 00:16:04,690
- Right. <i>Presidentrix.</i>
- That's it.

206
00:16:04,690 --> 00:16:06,520
"Silly little slattern."

207
00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:08,440
- There it is. Oh, boy.
- I loved that.

208
00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:10,030
- It's a fun show.
- Oh, yeah.

209
00:16:11,610 --> 00:16:14,410
- And you are a...
- A doctor.

210
00:16:14,410 --> 00:16:17,160
- I'm a hepatologist at St. Thaddeus.
- Right. Right.

211
00:16:17,160 --> 00:16:19,370
- Good for you.
- Thanks.

212
00:16:19,700 --> 00:16:21,750
Yeah, my dad was over there
with a cardiac thing.

213
00:16:22,330 --> 00:16:23,960
- Good hospital.
- Yeah, I know.

214
00:16:23,960 --> 00:16:25,710
We talked about your dad last time.

215
00:16:25,710 --> 00:16:28,000
Well, I mean as long as she's still
paying the bills.

216
00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:29,590
She's still paying the bills, right?

217
00:16:29,590 --> 00:16:31,760
Yeah, I mean,
I received child support this month.

218
00:16:31,760 --> 00:16:32,920
That's not the point.

219
00:16:32,920 --> 00:16:35,390
Well, then I think
what you really need to do

220
00:16:35,390 --> 00:16:37,890
is to remember that divorce is hell

221
00:16:37,890 --> 00:16:40,390
and you have to do the hard work
of accepting that.

222
00:16:40,390 --> 00:16:43,600
Yeah, but we had a custody agreement.
She can't just completely...

223
00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:44,690
Listen to me.

224
00:16:44,690 --> 00:16:47,020
The laws are freighted for the husbands,

225
00:16:47,020 --> 00:16:49,150
and there's nothing
to be done about that.

226
00:16:49,150 --> 00:16:50,980
It doesn't feel like
it's freighted to me.

227
00:16:50,980 --> 00:16:52,780
In fact,
it feels like the opposite here.

228
00:16:54,070 --> 00:16:56,160
No, in this case, you're the wife.

229
00:17:05,580 --> 00:17:09,090
<i>Desperate to regain his sense
of self-worth, Toby visited Naheed.</i>

230
00:17:09,090 --> 00:17:11,800
<i>He was desperate to prove
that he was a man,</i>

231
00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:15,300
<i>a real man, a virile man, a not-a-wife.</i>

232
00:17:21,810 --> 00:17:23,770
- Hey.
- Hey.

233
00:17:24,770 --> 00:17:25,850
Let's do this.

234
00:17:46,040 --> 00:17:47,460
Well, that was interesting.

235
00:17:49,630 --> 00:17:51,880
- Something you wanna talk about?
- No.

236
00:17:56,380 --> 00:17:59,260
What if I told you
I can't go home tonight?

237
00:18:02,220 --> 00:18:05,730
I would ask you
if you needed a toothbrush.

238
00:18:09,230 --> 00:18:11,190
I mean, my kids aren't there, I just...

239
00:18:12,820 --> 00:18:14,570
I don't know. I just can't go home.

240
00:18:19,570 --> 00:18:20,620
Thanks.

241
00:18:30,460 --> 00:18:31,460
Here.

242
00:18:33,170 --> 00:18:34,420
Ah, thank you.

243
00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:38,720
Hey, what do you say
we get some breakfast?

244
00:18:38,720 --> 00:18:40,930
Well, sure,
do you wanna order in?

245
00:18:40,930 --> 00:18:43,100
No, come on. Let's go out.
It's nice out.

246
00:18:43,970 --> 00:18:44,970
Um, I can't.

247
00:18:46,270 --> 00:18:48,770
I don't go out to breakfast.

248
00:18:49,890 --> 00:18:50,900
I don't date.

249
00:18:51,730 --> 00:18:53,980
- Sorry, what? What do you mean?
- I'll order.

250
00:18:53,980 --> 00:18:56,150
- What do you want?
- No, I mean, I heard you.

251
00:18:56,150 --> 00:18:57,690
I just don't understand.

252
00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:01,450
I like you. You like me.
Why wouldn't you...

253
00:19:02,120 --> 00:19:03,530
Do you not wanna be seen with me?

254
00:19:03,530 --> 00:19:04,700
No, it's...

255
00:19:05,990 --> 00:19:07,540
It's more complicated than that.

256
00:19:08,580 --> 00:19:11,620
I really just don't want to get into it
right now, okay?

257
00:19:14,210 --> 00:19:17,460
<i>More and more, Toby thought back
to what his dreams had been.</i>

258
00:19:17,460 --> 00:19:22,090
<i>He hadn't wanted anything spectacular,
just love and longevity,</i>

259
00:19:22,090 --> 00:19:23,800
<i>just a normal marriage.</i>

260
00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:26,760
<i>Then he wanted a normal divorce,
but he couldn't even get that.</i>

261
00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:29,140
<i>Now, he couldn't even have
a normal girlfriend.</i>

262
00:19:29,140 --> 00:19:30,480
All right, I gotta go.

263
00:19:30,890 --> 00:19:32,270
Um...

264
00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:34,650
- You're mad.
- No, I just...

265
00:19:34,650 --> 00:19:36,360
I just... I gotta go.

266
00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:17,570
Hey.

267
00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:21,320
Excuse me, you can't smoke here.

268
00:20:32,210 --> 00:20:33,290
Hey, buddy.

269
00:20:34,710 --> 00:20:36,500
There's a sign here,
you can't smoke here.

270
00:20:42,590 --> 00:20:45,050
You can't do whatever you want,
that's not how it works.

271
00:20:45,050 --> 00:20:46,220
There are rules.

272
00:20:48,300 --> 00:20:49,760
You're a crazy little guy.

273
00:20:59,730 --> 00:21:01,990
I'm gonna lead you through it.
Give it a lot of energy.

274
00:21:01,990 --> 00:21:04,570
As much as you can. Reach those arms.
Go for it, okay?

275
00:21:12,910 --> 00:21:14,370
- Hey.
- <i>Hey, you busy?</i>

276
00:21:14,370 --> 00:21:17,290
Yeah, no, I'm working out.

277
00:21:17,290 --> 00:21:20,090
<i>This crazy class</i>

278
00:21:20,090 --> 00:21:24,920
where maybe every single person here
was somehow a former ballerina.

279
00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:29,140
You wanna come hang out here?
It's just a lazy Sunday.

280
00:21:29,140 --> 00:21:32,390
<i>I have an afternoon at the pool.
Yeah, I promised the kids.</i>

281
00:21:32,390 --> 00:21:34,560
<i>I think, hopefully, it's gonna clear up.</i>

282
00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:35,640
It's just...

283
00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:38,560
It's like a really long weekend.

284
00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:41,690
It's, like, been the weekend
for eight days at this point.

285
00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:44,440
Well, why don't you come to me?

286
00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:46,570
<i>- Yeah?</i>
- Yeah, you can get out of the city

287
00:21:46,570 --> 00:21:50,030
and clear your head, right?
It will be nice.

288
00:21:51,280 --> 00:21:55,080
I really am sorry. I have to go.
Okay, okay.

289
00:21:59,040 --> 00:22:00,080
Sorry, sorry.

290
00:22:20,980 --> 00:22:21,980
Sorry.

291
00:22:30,030 --> 00:22:31,990
- Stay still.
- I hate this!

292
00:22:32,490 --> 00:22:33,740
Are we done yet?

293
00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:35,700
Thought I was picking you up
at the station.

294
00:22:35,700 --> 00:22:36,910
It was a really nice walk.

295
00:22:36,910 --> 00:22:38,830
- Are you done yet?
- It's a heat wave.

296
00:22:38,830 --> 00:22:40,880
Uh, do you want some toast?

297
00:22:41,630 --> 00:22:43,000
Sorry. No, this...

298
00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,050
This is a gift.
It's actually a really good one.

299
00:22:45,050 --> 00:22:46,340
- Looks used.
- Yeah.

300
00:22:46,340 --> 00:22:47,630
They don't make it anymore.

301
00:22:47,630 --> 00:22:49,930
- Can I get over this?
- We're not ready yet.

302
00:22:49,930 --> 00:22:51,390
- Come on.
- We're not leaving

303
00:22:51,390 --> 00:22:53,140
until everyone is wearing sunscreen.

304
00:22:53,140 --> 00:22:54,640
- Toby! Hi!
- Hey, long time no see.

305
00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:57,180
- Yeah, you joining us?
- I forgot to tell you.

306
00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:00,520
You have any idea
where the floaties are?

307
00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:03,020
We're not doing the floaties.
Sasha, put this on.

308
00:23:03,020 --> 00:23:04,940
- Please.
- I'm not wearing this.

309
00:23:04,940 --> 00:23:07,150
That is your swimsuit.
You have to wear it.

310
00:23:07,150 --> 00:23:09,780
- I want a bikini.
- Oh, my God. I remember this.

311
00:23:09,780 --> 00:23:12,450
You're 11 years old.
You have nothing to put in a bikini.

312
00:23:12,450 --> 00:23:14,410
- I hate you!
- You don't have anything to...

313
00:23:14,410 --> 00:23:15,490
Hey, Sasha.

314
00:23:16,700 --> 00:23:19,870
Okay, who opened the freezer
and didn't shut it?

315
00:23:21,750 --> 00:23:23,330
- A school dad.
- Mmm.

316
00:23:23,330 --> 00:23:26,800
And she's been home
with the school dad. What? Whoa!

317
00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:28,970
I haven't been able
to work out the details.

318
00:23:28,970 --> 00:23:32,140
I haven't figured out
how long ago this must have started.

319
00:23:32,140 --> 00:23:36,140
No, trust me. I know your theory.
I can't yet. I need to ease into this.

320
00:23:36,140 --> 00:23:37,600
- Fine, sure. I'm sorry.
- Yeah.

321
00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:39,560
Now this guy is just the worst.

322
00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:43,020
She has been with the uber ne plus
ultra supernova of douches,

323
00:23:43,020 --> 00:23:45,230
the Parent Association
president's husband.

324
00:23:45,230 --> 00:23:49,320
God, a school dad. I didn't even know
that she had this in her.

325
00:23:49,320 --> 00:23:50,820
Who else could it be, right?

326
00:23:50,820 --> 00:23:55,320
I don't know, an actor, director,
like, literally anybody else on Earth

327
00:23:55,320 --> 00:23:58,200
other than a school dad, right?
Everybody's gonna know.

328
00:23:58,200 --> 00:23:59,790
Maybe everybody already knows.

329
00:23:59,790 --> 00:24:03,000
I don't know. She's not like the type
to commit social suicide.

330
00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:05,460
With respect, I think we might
need to revisit

331
00:24:05,460 --> 00:24:07,630
what type of person
we think that she is.

332
00:24:07,630 --> 00:24:09,340
- You know?
- Where are the towels?

333
00:24:09,340 --> 00:24:10,470
They're here!

334
00:24:11,010 --> 00:24:14,220
A school dad. It's just... It's crazy.

335
00:24:15,090 --> 00:24:16,680
So, you guys just talking?

336
00:24:17,180 --> 00:24:19,100
- I'm doing the bottles.
- Yeah.

337
00:24:21,430 --> 00:24:22,770
Hmm.

338
00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:25,480
Do you have trunks for Toby?

339
00:24:25,480 --> 00:24:27,520
- I'll check.
- Thank you.

340
00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:30,150
I think I'll never
not trust your instincts again.

341
00:24:30,150 --> 00:24:31,990
- You said it was another man.
- Yeah, I did,

342
00:24:31,990 --> 00:24:33,820
but I also thought she was dead.

343
00:24:33,820 --> 00:24:34,910
That's true.

344
00:24:35,700 --> 00:24:38,280
- I'm not going.
- God, we don't even own a bikini!

345
00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:40,910
Like, there are no bikinis
in the whole house.

346
00:24:40,910 --> 00:24:42,870
This argument makes no sense.

347
00:24:42,870 --> 00:24:47,000
You have to meet this Sam Rothberg guy
to truly get it. I mean, he's lazy,

348
00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:50,710
spoiled, entitled. He wears the pants
with white stripes on the side.

349
00:24:50,710 --> 00:24:54,010
The wife has opioid money, if you want
to know who we're dealing with here.

350
00:24:54,130 --> 00:24:57,140
- Did you open this?
- No. What? I've just been standing here.

351
00:24:59,810 --> 00:25:00,810
What?

352
00:25:02,060 --> 00:25:04,440
Check out what I've got. Mmm?

353
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:05,980
- Look how cool you are.
- Okay?

354
00:25:05,980 --> 00:25:08,650
- Yeah, okay.
- Don't tell the children.

355
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:12,530
Oh, thank you.

356
00:25:12,530 --> 00:25:14,110
You haven't changed yet?

357
00:25:14,110 --> 00:25:15,740
Ah.

358
00:25:15,740 --> 00:25:17,160
I will.

359
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:19,370
- Thank you.
- Thank you.

360
00:25:19,370 --> 00:25:20,450
You're welcome.

361
00:25:29,420 --> 00:25:32,880
<i>As I battled the cobra
that is the Lands' End tankini,</i>

362
00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:34,590
<i>I couldn't stop thinking about Rachel.</i>

363
00:25:37,050 --> 00:25:38,640
<i>Running off with a school dad.</i>

364
00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:43,470
<i>Toby seemed as shell-shocked as a person
could be, but I also felt shocked</i>

365
00:25:43,470 --> 00:25:45,940
<i>in a way that I almost had no right to.</i>

366
00:25:45,940 --> 00:25:47,480
<i>This wasn't about me or my...</i>

367
00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:48,690
<i>This fucking thing!</i>

368
00:25:52,820 --> 00:25:54,070
So, how's the law?

369
00:25:55,780 --> 00:25:59,120
Well, people still getting sued,
so it's good, I guess.

370
00:25:59,120 --> 00:26:00,990
Yeah. Yeah.

371
00:26:02,450 --> 00:26:03,830
Is it time to eat?

372
00:26:03,830 --> 00:26:06,460
No, it's Miles' lesson in five.

373
00:26:06,460 --> 00:26:08,710
- You want me to take him?
- No, I promised.

374
00:26:28,890 --> 00:26:31,810
<i>I couldn't stop wondering
what I must look like to Toby.</i>

375
00:26:31,810 --> 00:26:36,190
<i>Here at my horrifying club that
I was too much of a socialist to join.</i>

376
00:26:36,190 --> 00:26:37,700
<i>And yet...</i>

377
00:26:37,700 --> 00:26:41,570
<i>And yet, I wore the same utilitarian
bathing suit as everyone else.</i>

378
00:26:42,120 --> 00:26:44,790
<i>It doesn't look like the same
bathing suit, but it is.</i>

379
00:26:44,790 --> 00:26:47,290
<i>It just comes in different colors
and necklines,</i>

380
00:26:47,290 --> 00:26:49,870
<i>and some of them have shorts
and skirts at the hem.</i>

381
00:26:49,870 --> 00:26:53,460
Hey! Libby, are we still on
for tomorrow?

382
00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:55,800
Great. I'll drive there, you drive back.

383
00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:58,130
And Sadie's party's moved indoors, so...

384
00:27:01,300 --> 00:27:02,970
<i>I didn't like being this way
with someone</i>

385
00:27:02,970 --> 00:27:04,640
<i>who remembered me at the beginning.</i>

386
00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:06,390
<i>Back when I was all potential</i>

387
00:27:06,390 --> 00:27:09,520
<i>and the world was going to take me
to a million different places,</i>

388
00:27:09,520 --> 00:27:11,150
<i>and not one of them was here.</i>

389
00:27:12,940 --> 00:27:14,610
A school dad. Can you believe it?

390
00:27:14,610 --> 00:27:17,530
- I mean...
- Uh, that sounds tough.

391
00:27:17,530 --> 00:27:20,110
Yeah, it's not great.
I'm mostly worried about the kids.

392
00:27:20,110 --> 00:27:21,360
Right. Yeah, sure.

393
00:27:21,360 --> 00:27:22,530
Yeah.

394
00:27:24,410 --> 00:27:27,500
It's been really nice hanging out
with you guys again, though.

395
00:27:28,830 --> 00:27:29,830
Well, with Libby.

396
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,000
- Yeah, right.
- Yeah.

397
00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:40,510
It's been nice to see her interested
in something again.

398
00:27:59,690 --> 00:28:01,530
We're never gonna eat again.

399
00:28:01,530 --> 00:28:04,530
- Oh, thank God, we're dying over here.
- Eat this.

400
00:28:04,530 --> 00:28:06,700
- Eat this. Where's Toby?
- Bathroom.

401
00:28:08,580 --> 00:28:11,330
Hey. That was super fun.
I'm so glad we did this.

402
00:28:11,330 --> 00:28:12,460
- Adam, thank you.
- Yeah.

403
00:28:12,460 --> 00:28:14,420
We haven't even gone swimming yet.

404
00:28:14,420 --> 00:28:16,880
- No, I can't. I really gotta go.
- Hope things are okay.

405
00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:19,420
- It was really good to see you.
- You sure you have to go?

406
00:28:19,420 --> 00:28:21,380
We're gonna barbeque and stuff later.

407
00:28:21,380 --> 00:28:24,010
Yeah, I do. I had plans.
I'm actually meeting Seth.

408
00:28:24,010 --> 00:28:25,300
- You are?
- Yeah.

409
00:28:25,300 --> 00:28:27,300
We're going to this crazy
underground place.

410
00:28:27,300 --> 00:28:29,270
You can only access it
through a laundromat.

411
00:28:30,220 --> 00:28:31,930
Should I go with you?

412
00:28:31,930 --> 00:28:36,110
Cause we had to buy
the blinds for your place anyway, so...

413
00:28:36,110 --> 00:28:39,690
Yeah, we were watching <i>Ratatouille.</i>

414
00:28:39,690 --> 00:28:41,940
We're barbequing.
We invited Annie and Mike.

415
00:28:41,940 --> 00:28:44,740
They always cancel.
I've seen <i>Ratatouille.</i>

416
00:28:44,740 --> 00:28:47,490
- We have all seen <i>Ratatouille.</i>
- Okay, let me just...

417
00:28:47,490 --> 00:28:49,740
- I'll walk with you real quick.
- Okay.

418
00:28:50,910 --> 00:28:54,000
- Not sure that you should be alone.
- You really don't have to.

419
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:55,500
I would prefer to be alone.

420
00:28:55,500 --> 00:28:56,670
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.

421
00:28:56,670 --> 00:28:58,460
- It's not a big deal.
- This is actually

422
00:28:58,460 --> 00:29:02,090
a really amazing place.
I'm really proud of you.

423
00:29:02,090 --> 00:29:04,130
Look at the place you wound up, here.

424
00:29:04,130 --> 00:29:07,050
It's a trick.
It's designed to lure you here.

425
00:29:07,050 --> 00:29:09,930
All these people are central casting.
They're not real.

426
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:13,390
No. No, you're lucky, okay?

427
00:29:15,190 --> 00:29:18,060
God, how did this happen to me?
Seriously... What did I do?

428
00:29:18,060 --> 00:29:20,650
What about me is so unlovable?

429
00:29:20,650 --> 00:29:22,900
- Hey.
- No, stop, don't say anything.

430
00:29:22,900 --> 00:29:24,950
I'm gonna... I'm gonna go, okay?

431
00:29:24,950 --> 00:29:27,660
- I can drive you to the train.
- I'm ordering an Uber.

432
00:29:27,660 --> 00:29:29,870
- I'll go with you.
- Libby, please take a hint.

433
00:29:29,870 --> 00:29:31,120
I don't want you to come.

434
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:33,450
<i>This stage is called
being a dick.</i>

435
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:37,040
Okay.

436
00:29:38,380 --> 00:29:40,420
Sorry, we're shopping for blinds
this week, right?

437
00:29:40,420 --> 00:29:41,880
- Whatever.
- Okay, I'm sorry.

438
00:29:44,050 --> 00:29:45,220
<i>He'd had to leave.</i>

439
00:29:45,630 --> 00:29:46,630
Fuck.

440
00:29:46,970 --> 00:29:48,890
<i>He couldn't bear the families anymore.</i>

441
00:29:53,020 --> 00:29:54,430
<i>He'd wanted a big family.</i>

442
00:29:55,940 --> 00:29:56,980
<i>Three kids at least.</i>

443
00:30:01,610 --> 00:30:03,030
<i>Where's the seder plate?</i>

444
00:30:03,530 --> 00:30:06,950
<i>There was a blissful period for them
after they'd decided to end things,</i>

445
00:30:06,950 --> 00:30:08,570
<i>but hadn't told anyone yet.</i>

446
00:30:08,570 --> 00:30:10,830
<i>It was the honeymoon phase
of their separation.</i>

447
00:30:10,830 --> 00:30:13,870
<i>Absent the high stakes of trying
to live together,</i>

448
00:30:13,870 --> 00:30:16,830
<i>they spent their last few months
being kind to each other.</i>

449
00:30:17,460 --> 00:30:19,330
We were meant to be
best friends, I think.

450
00:30:23,210 --> 00:30:26,130
You know,
this doesn't have to define us.

451
00:30:27,420 --> 00:30:29,890
We're both young. We can still be happy.

452
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:32,430
We can still have more kids.

453
00:30:34,180 --> 00:30:35,180
I'm sorry, what?

454
00:30:36,930 --> 00:30:37,940
Why not?

455
00:30:39,230 --> 00:30:40,980
Rachel, if you're interested
in parenting,

456
00:30:40,980 --> 00:30:42,860
I know two kids
that would love a mother.

457
00:30:44,020 --> 00:30:45,400
What are you talking about?

458
00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:47,490
You have energy for your clients,

459
00:30:47,490 --> 00:30:49,950
but if the kids want any part of you,
you're tired,

460
00:30:49,950 --> 00:30:53,450
- busy or you're taking some me time.
- You have to be kidding me.

461
00:30:53,450 --> 00:30:56,410
I'm sorry. Are you under the impression
that school pays for itself?

462
00:30:56,410 --> 00:30:59,500
Can you two keep it down?
We're going to have a nice holiday.

463
00:30:59,500 --> 00:31:00,580
Yeah, yeah.

464
00:31:17,270 --> 00:31:19,140
Hi, I'm looking for...

465
00:31:19,730 --> 00:31:21,020
Okay.

466
00:31:25,980 --> 00:31:29,400
Hi, yeah.
I think my friends are back here.

467
00:31:29,860 --> 00:31:31,490
Thank you so much.

468
00:31:37,450 --> 00:31:39,200
- Hi!
- Hey, there he is.

469
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:40,290
- Hello.
- Hey.

470
00:31:40,290 --> 00:31:42,540
- This is my oldest friend in the world.
- Hi!

471
00:31:42,540 --> 00:31:44,000
- So nice to meet you.
- Yeah.

472
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,710
He's 117. Usually, Toby makes that joke.

473
00:31:46,710 --> 00:31:48,420
Why so anemic, my friend?

474
00:31:48,420 --> 00:31:51,380
Oh, it's not a great day.

475
00:31:51,380 --> 00:31:53,760
I'm sorry. I'm so happy
you guys are finally meeting.

476
00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:55,800
- Yeah.
- Sorry for what you're going through.

477
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:58,930
Thanks. It's fine. I'm fine.
Sorry, what do you do?

478
00:31:58,930 --> 00:32:00,270
I'm in restaurant PR.

479
00:32:00,270 --> 00:32:02,060
Vanessa can get us in anywhere.

480
00:32:02,060 --> 00:32:04,270
It's amazing. This place is amazing.

481
00:32:04,270 --> 00:32:07,940
The chef was exiled by the emperor
of Japan because he wouldn't reveal

482
00:32:07,940 --> 00:32:11,610
his secret recipe for <i>shirako,</i>
which is the sperm of the male cod.

483
00:32:11,610 --> 00:32:14,370
It makes you super virile.
Toby here is a doctor.

484
00:32:14,370 --> 00:32:16,620
- Oh, that's important work.
- Thank you.

485
00:32:16,620 --> 00:32:19,450
I ordered some <i>fugu</i> for the table,
which is this Japanese delicacy

486
00:32:19,450 --> 00:32:22,000
that's basically illegal
because one out of every 100 times,

487
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,080
it's, you know, it's poisonous.

488
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:25,540
I don't love those odds.

489
00:32:25,540 --> 00:32:27,130
Seth said you were funny.

490
00:32:27,130 --> 00:32:30,260
It's the liver. <i>Fugu.</i> It's the liver.
I thought you would like it.

491
00:32:30,260 --> 00:32:32,720
No, I do like that.
That's very sweet. Thank you.

492
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:33,800
I'll be right back.

493
00:32:42,100 --> 00:32:43,140
What did I tell you?

494
00:32:43,140 --> 00:32:45,560
Yeah. I'm sorry.
I haven't been able to...

495
00:32:46,150 --> 00:32:47,310
I got fired, Toby.

496
00:32:48,110 --> 00:32:49,110
What?

497
00:32:49,570 --> 00:32:50,570
Yeah, man.

498
00:32:51,780 --> 00:32:52,780
My whole team did.

499
00:32:53,700 --> 00:32:57,200
My boss is being investigated
for some stuff and it's not true.

500
00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:00,330
He's got a lot of enemies
because he's so successful, but...

501
00:33:00,330 --> 00:33:02,580
Yeah, yeah, they fired the whole team.

502
00:33:02,580 --> 00:33:03,660
I... That's...

503
00:33:03,660 --> 00:33:06,170
That's unbelievable.
Are you being investigated?

504
00:33:06,170 --> 00:33:07,540
I don't know. I don't know.

505
00:33:07,540 --> 00:33:09,920
They're not giving us
the benefit of the doubt.

506
00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:12,510
It's a different world out there, man.
It's like...

507
00:33:13,220 --> 00:33:15,050
It feels like now the environment

508
00:33:15,050 --> 00:33:18,010
isn't so hospitable to our kind,
you know?

509
00:33:18,300 --> 00:33:21,020
- Mmm. No...
- I'm not saying the abhorrent thing.

510
00:33:22,020 --> 00:33:24,140
I am saying sometimes
the abhorrent thing

511
00:33:24,140 --> 00:33:25,640
is a little true, you know?

512
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:28,770
You have the same job for ten years,
and then suddenly your mentor,

513
00:33:28,770 --> 00:33:32,820
allegedly, because there's no proof,
your mentor is an insider trader,

514
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:36,160
and you have to go out into the world,
a newborn babe.

515
00:33:37,740 --> 00:33:40,410
Man,
I guess the white man had his run.

516
00:33:40,530 --> 00:33:43,160
You just said the abhorrent thing
that you weren't...

517
00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:46,370
Yeah, this...
Toby, this is my fight song.

518
00:33:47,540 --> 00:33:49,460
Anyway, I'm going out
with the boys tonight.

519
00:33:49,460 --> 00:33:52,210
Gonna do a big send-off
starting at the Four Seasons.

520
00:33:52,210 --> 00:33:54,210
I'm in charge of entertainment.

521
00:33:54,210 --> 00:33:57,590
There's an antibiotic-resistant strain
of the clap going around, so just...

522
00:33:57,590 --> 00:34:00,100
Don't say anything.
I haven't said anything to her.

523
00:34:00,100 --> 00:34:01,760
Are you serious? Seth...

524
00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:03,270
- Hello.
- Hey.

525
00:34:03,270 --> 00:34:06,390
- Hi.
- Tell us about the restroom.

526
00:34:06,890 --> 00:34:08,770
<i>Maybe Seth had it down right.</i>

527
00:34:08,770 --> 00:34:11,520
<i>Don't get attached,
keep it all on the surface.</i>

528
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:15,150
<i>Go for as many threesomes as possible.
Life will let you down anyway.</i>

529
00:34:15,150 --> 00:34:17,740
- Uh... You okay?
- Yeah.

530
00:34:19,450 --> 00:34:21,990
<i>He saw that everyone there
was a Sam Rothberg,</i>

531
00:34:21,990 --> 00:34:24,750
<i>and it made him feel even more
like a Toby Fleishman,</i>

532
00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:28,460
<i>and he could no longer account
for the question</i>

533
00:34:28,460 --> 00:34:30,920
<i>of why Rachel would want Sam
and not him.</i>

534
00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:33,630
<i>Here, the answer was too obvious.</i>

535
00:34:34,670 --> 00:34:36,590
<i>Toby desperately wanted to be home</i>

536
00:34:36,590 --> 00:34:39,430
<i>in the safety of his apps,
where he had control.</i>

537
00:34:39,430 --> 00:34:41,100
That's you.

538
00:34:41,100 --> 00:34:42,180
Sorry.

539
00:34:43,560 --> 00:34:45,430
- Dr. Fleishman.
- <i>Hi, Toby.</i>

540
00:34:45,430 --> 00:34:46,810
<i>Liver is in for Karen Cooper.</i>

541
00:34:46,810 --> 00:34:48,560
<i>Finally. A sign from the universe</i>

542
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:50,900
<i>that old Toby Fleishman
hadn't been forgotten.</i>

543
00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:52,400
- Yeah.
- Everything all right?

544
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:55,570
Yeah. I have a patient who needed
a liver transplant

545
00:34:55,570 --> 00:34:56,860
and the liver just came in.

546
00:34:56,860 --> 00:34:59,660
Sorry. I got to go.
Hey, it was really nice to, you know...

547
00:34:59,660 --> 00:35:01,320
Yeah, it was great to meet you.

548
00:35:01,950 --> 00:35:02,950
Bye.

549
00:35:11,250 --> 00:35:13,380
<i>The surgery will take
more than 12 hours.</i>

550
00:35:13,380 --> 00:35:15,920
During that time,
we'll be transferring the viable liver,

551
00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:17,590
and after, she'll go into recovery.

552
00:35:18,010 --> 00:35:19,760
I just wanna know
that she's gonna be okay.

553
00:35:19,760 --> 00:35:22,220
Yeah. Dr. Lince
is the best surgeon we have

554
00:35:22,220 --> 00:35:25,260
and we're the best liver transplant
hospital in the country.

555
00:35:25,890 --> 00:35:27,100
We'll be in touch.

556
00:35:27,100 --> 00:35:28,180
Thank you.

557
00:35:33,020 --> 00:35:34,940
Yeah. She's in very good hands.

558
00:35:35,770 --> 00:35:37,820
There is food that will be served
at mealtime,

559
00:35:37,820 --> 00:35:40,490
but if you want anything,
we are in it for the long haul.

560
00:35:40,740 --> 00:35:43,660
Dr. Heydari will be available to answer
any of your questions

561
00:35:43,660 --> 00:35:44,870
and give you updates.

562
00:35:44,870 --> 00:35:47,790
And also, you have my cell,
right, if you can't find me?

563
00:35:47,790 --> 00:35:50,080
Yeah? Okay. Good,
but I'm gonna stick around.

564
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:51,620
Right this way, Mr. Cooper.

565
00:35:51,620 --> 00:35:53,130
- Thank you so much.
- Of course.

566
00:36:03,010 --> 00:36:04,220
Um...

567
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:05,600
See these?

568
00:36:07,350 --> 00:36:09,890
This was us right before
this happened to her.

569
00:36:09,890 --> 00:36:11,230
I'm sorry, and you are?

570
00:36:11,230 --> 00:36:12,810
I'm Amy. I'm her...

571
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:16,520
Karen's my best friend.

572
00:36:17,270 --> 00:36:19,780
- We went to Vegas for the weekend.
- Oh, right.

573
00:36:19,780 --> 00:36:20,900
Mmm-hmm.

574
00:36:25,570 --> 00:36:28,080
So... Jesus Christ. So this is her?

575
00:36:29,370 --> 00:36:31,080
I mean...

576
00:36:31,250 --> 00:36:32,250
Yeah.

577
00:36:36,710 --> 00:36:38,460
I think she'd really like you.

578
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:43,760
<i>Having an unconscious patient
was like talking to someone on the phone</i>

579
00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:45,930
<i>for hours before ever seeing them.</i>

580
00:36:45,930 --> 00:36:49,350
<i>Your brain corrected for them to be
what you wished that they were.</i>

581
00:36:49,350 --> 00:36:52,390
<i>Toby had pictured someone smart
and complicated,</i>

582
00:36:52,390 --> 00:36:54,480
<i>though he didn't really know why.</i>

583
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:57,810
<i>He had not pictured someone who posed
for pictures lasciviously</i>

584
00:36:57,810 --> 00:37:00,900
<i>with cowboy strippers at a place
called Vegas Strips.</i>

585
00:37:01,990 --> 00:37:06,110
<i>He somehow needed her to be a person
who was wonderful, worthy.</i>

586
00:37:11,790 --> 00:37:16,330
Sorry. Here. Well, we're doing our best
to get her better, okay?

587
00:37:22,170 --> 00:37:24,800
<i>The thought occurred to him
that if he had made Karen Cooper</i>

588
00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:28,680
<i>into something she wasn't, well,
what had he done to Rachel?</i>

589
00:37:29,970 --> 00:37:31,810
<i>Was she just a projection, too?</i>

590
00:37:32,350 --> 00:37:34,140
<i>What did he really know after all?</i>

591
00:37:35,060 --> 00:37:36,690
<i>She never lied to him.</i>

592
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:47,360
- I see you got here.
- Yeah. No, the minute I heard.

593
00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:48,450
Of course, yeah.

594
00:37:48,910 --> 00:37:50,280
Is everything okay?

595
00:37:50,780 --> 00:37:52,160
Um...

596
00:37:52,160 --> 00:37:53,790
Yeah, just, like, her...

597
00:37:55,290 --> 00:37:59,580
Her kids are my kids' age. I was just...
It got me thinking, I guess.

598
00:37:59,580 --> 00:38:01,130
Well, that happens.

599
00:38:08,930 --> 00:38:11,180
Are you doing okay, Dr. Fleishman?

600
00:38:11,180 --> 00:38:13,100
Yeah, yeah. Just, I...

601
00:38:14,180 --> 00:38:15,930
I haven't been sleeping so well.

602
00:38:15,930 --> 00:38:18,650
Well, we're waiting on blood work
for Mr. Caplan

603
00:38:18,650 --> 00:38:20,520
and Mrs. Cooper is all prepped.

604
00:38:20,520 --> 00:38:22,400
Yeah. You should go home, Toby.

605
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:24,320
No, I'm gonna stay.

606
00:38:24,990 --> 00:38:26,900
You don't have to be
a hero, Doctor.

607
00:38:26,900 --> 00:38:28,360
Hey, don't die on me, man.

608
00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:30,410
He's crashing on us.

609
00:38:30,410 --> 00:38:34,040
No, no, I wanna stay.
Just wake me if anything happens.

610
00:38:34,750 --> 00:38:35,910
Yeah. Of course.

611
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,830
<i>What was true was that
he didn't wanna go home and be alone.</i>

612
00:39:30,630 --> 00:39:33,050
Yeah. I'm up. I'm up.

613
00:39:36,470 --> 00:39:37,470
Mrs. Cooper?

614
00:39:38,350 --> 00:39:39,680
I made it through surgery.

615
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:44,020
My new liver is amazing.

616
00:39:44,770 --> 00:39:45,940
I'm so glad.

617
00:39:47,860 --> 00:39:49,440
You saved my life.

618
00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:53,530
You're an amazing doctor.

619
00:39:54,780 --> 00:39:56,080
I'm an amazing wife.

620
00:39:59,660 --> 00:40:01,080
Do you wanna marry me next?

621
00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:05,540
Don't you die on me.

622
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:08,380
I'm not here to play God.

623
00:40:15,550 --> 00:40:18,310
Wait. Your incision. Wait.
I think you're gonna open your incision.

624
00:40:18,430 --> 00:40:20,520
- Yeah.
- Shh. Toby.

625
00:40:20,980 --> 00:40:23,100
You're gonna open your incision. Yeah.

626
00:40:26,190 --> 00:40:28,440
Toby. Toby. Toby.

627
00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,280
- Toby.
- Yeah.

628
00:40:30,860 --> 00:40:32,700
It's time for rounds.

629
00:40:32,700 --> 00:40:35,740
I'm sorry. I just...
I know you wanted to know.

630
00:40:38,080 --> 00:40:40,080
No. Let's go do rounds.

631
00:40:47,710 --> 00:40:49,300
They're waking up Karen Cooper.

632
00:40:50,590 --> 00:40:53,050
Mrs. Lee can wait.
Let's go check on Karen Cooper.

633
00:40:54,130 --> 00:40:57,100
We're here for the bad parts.
We should also be here for the good.

634
00:41:16,070 --> 00:41:18,700
Hi, baby. Hi. Yeah.

635
00:41:19,490 --> 00:41:22,450
<i>When Toby had finally
torn through all of the stages,</i>

636
00:41:22,450 --> 00:41:25,920
<i>he was left only with the facts
of what had happened in his life.</i>

637
00:41:38,140 --> 00:41:40,430
I have to go check on someone else.
Excuse me.

638
00:41:52,980 --> 00:41:56,820
<i>And with that, he reached the 12th
and final stage</i>

639
00:41:56,820 --> 00:41:59,700
<i>of</i> Realizing That Your Missing Wife
Has Been in the Park Napping

640
00:41:59,700 --> 00:42:01,370
and Also Fucking Sam Rothberg.

641
00:42:08,790 --> 00:42:13,090
<i>Of realizing that life had deposited you
in an absolute vast wasteland</i>

642
00:42:13,090 --> 00:42:15,670
<i>of confusion and despair...</i>

643
00:42:15,670 --> 00:42:17,930
<i>...of having exhausted
every way of avoiding</i>

644
00:42:17,930 --> 00:42:19,890
<i>the one thing you have to face.</i>


